The most common question we ask anyone is 'How are you doing'. At times, we mean it, whereas at times it is just a formality. But, I don't know why, I felt like asking this question to myself. The answer I got was - Things around me are fine. Work has resumed. Family is good. Parents are proud of me. Health is fine. Friends are okay. Neighbours are okay. Near and dear ones are great. I have got my salary, which is pretty decent for someone of my age and experience. But there is something which is not so fine. It is indefinable and consequently inexplicable. There is something which I haven't found as yet. And no it is not something which girls seek at this age saying Mujhe kisiki talaash hain. Woh baadlon se mujhe pukaarta hain. It is something which has been in the deepest corner of my heart. It is a desire which is unfulfilled...
And writing anything beyond this is impossible.
Manjiri
And writing anything beyond this is impossible.
Manjiri
2 comments:
"Parents are proud of me."
You can safely call yourself the luckiest person on earth. When I topped college, my parents were sad because I didn't top the university.
Regarding your un-definable search, wish u find it soon. :)
kya chahe aakhir man bawra?
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